my fourth experience was where my Past Life experiences began. Even then, I really didn't think much of it, until a year or two ago. I was 14 at this time. I was going on a trip to Arizona and New Mexico. When we got to Tucson, AZ., I knew Exactly where we were at. I could tell my way around, and knew Exactly where everything was, where we needed to go. Then, it only heightened through New Mexico. I can navigate my way around without maps. Here is where it gets interesting! a.) We went first through Taos, The Elders immediately took a liking to me. Word seemed to spread through the Pueblo that I had arrived. It was as if I had returned home from a long time away. I felt warmly welcomed. This place, this board, it gives me the same feeling. The Elders and Medicine Men had pulled me aside and asked me if I knew anything about my Heritage or my Family's History, which at the time, I really did not. I had the year previous, found a Family Tree, but really didn't think too much of it. The Elders, with Tears in thier Eyes, told me this message: "You are she who has returned to us. You are our Elder returned for a very special purpose. You will find your Native Heritage. Your Heart is right for this." "You have come home. You are always welcomed here, we will be waiting with Open Arms. Return as often as you can." I told them that I knew nothing of that, but that I would look into it. Sure enough. I DO have Native American Heritage. I am Lineally Native American and as well as on other collateral Lines. Not only this, but their Tourist Trinkets, they would only sell to me at the Tribal Prices, and the Fried Bread Cooking Recipe went to me. I was told that I would be the one to learn this, but that they would not teach my family. That I would be the one to teach them this, and pass it to them when the time was right. Then, at Santa Fe, NM., it gets even more interesting! b.) We had then gone to Old Town I was reading a Book that I am still in posession of today, and read of a reference to Inn of the Governors. As well, we decided to take a look around Old Town. Sure enough, I knew every street, restaraunt, and shop, as if I were a Native New Mexican. Then, I saw what looked to be a place familiar to me, as if I had graced its door before, but I had never previously known of it nor been there that I could recall in my collective mind at that time. It was bitterly cold outside, as the spring thaw was just beginning. It drew me to it like a moth to a flame. I touched lightly, its Cafe Doors, and its gentle Columns. Something took me to a time I could not recall. It felt really totally familiar to me. To my left, on its Interior, was a Long, Mahogany Bar, with Mirrored Back Bar. To my right, was a Bandstand (not there originally, but in the right place), and a well - worn dance floor. Down the center, tables and chairs. To the left rear of the room, by the bar,was where I remember Billy the Kid would sit. These were well marked with small, brass plaquards. As I looked around and about the room, our of curiosity, there sat Billy, in his full form, as solid as if I were seeing a Human Person. The Dialogue went something like this: Billy: "Abrana, where have you been? What took you so long? I was waiting for you. It is very cold outside. Come sit with me." Me: "Alright, surely snuggling to conserve Body Heat could not possibly hurt anything." Billy then put his hand on mine, and a surge of heated Electricity went through me, taking me back to a time familiar to me, and then back to my own time again. Billy: "Abrana, it is so good to have you back with me." Me: "It is good to be back. This is very comfortable and natural." Billy: "Abrana, do you remember our lives together? I love you so much. I want you to be with me again as my wife, as we were before." Me: "Yes Billy, I will do this. I would like this very much." Billy: "Are these your Familia? They seem nice. Do you mind if I stay for your Meal?" Me: "Yes, Billy. These are mi Familia. I do not mind if you stay." Billy: "Good. It will give me a chance to catch up and talk and joke some with you and with them." Me: "Yes, it will." Billy: (at time to leave the establishment), "Abrana, please don't leave me, do not go. I just found you again." (he put his hand on mine again, and looked pleadingly into my eyes). Me: "I am sorry, but I must go. I will be back as soon as I am able to return. Remember, I love you, Always. Wait for me."
The very next experience, my 5th one is this:
I was in my Bed one night, asleep, and felt my Body and Soul Seperate. I went across the room to the Full - Length Mirror, I looked back to see my Body laying peacefully in my Bed, Physically Dead. I remember stepping through the mirror, and on the "Other Side," being tall, thin, with dark skin, long fingers with nice nails, and my long, straight, black hair tied in a bun behind my head. I remember wearing a full - length, yellow, flowered Calico Dress, with a button - down front, a full skirt, and 1800's period shoes. I remember standing on a dusty street, in a place I seem to easily remember. I knew it was my old home of Ft. Sumner, NM. Around me, were all the greats of Old West History. Billy was the first one to greet me. I recall the dialogue being as this: Billy: "Welcome home, Abrana." Me: "What am I doing here? Where am I?" Billy: "Do not worry Abrana, you are safe." Me: "It is good to see you again. I never thought I would see you again after Nuevo Mexico." Billy: "I will introduce you around. We will all be here whenever you need to call on us." Me: "May I stay? I do not wish to go back there. It is cold and lonely there. People are hurtful and mean." Billy: "Your time here is not yet. You need to return to your time. You are needed there until I return for you." Me: "Si, Billito, mi Amor." Billy: "Remember, I love you now and forever." Me: "And I do you as well. I will always have you in my heart."
Experience number six:
This time, the conversation went as this: Billy: "Abrana!" Me: What is it, Billy?" Billy: "Just wanted you to know I am here." Me: "o.k."
Somewhere in here, my Spirit Guides and my Totem Animas came to me. Although Billy continues to have a large part in watching over me. Also, I lived in several Haunted Apartments during this time.
Experience number seven:
I was reading a book called "The Stone Garden" and I looked over at the T.V. Screen. To my right, between the wall and the End Table/Lamp, stood Billy, as solid as a human person, Grinning at me. There was no verbal communication this time. He just wanted me to feel the love of his presence.
Experience 8:
Before we went to the Campout, we went to see my Grandson Elbert Garcia, that is the Descendant of Billy's and my eldest Son, Pat. Everything felt very right.
Experience 9:
I was at a Campout for a group I once belonged to, and we were playing Beanbag Toss. I was going to throw my first bag, and Billy again appeared to me, telling me through Telepathy, to just concentrate on him and his love for me, reassuring me that all would be alright. I was under severe emotional stress because I was being verbally abused by the other campers. I also met another of my Grandsons and his wife and children. Sadly, they are not very nice people, which shocked me. I thought Billy and I had raised our children better than this.
Experience 10:
I was at the Lincoln Co, Courthouse Museum, I felt a warm, loving, reassuring hand on my left, rear shoulderblade. It was Billy. He gave me "El Grande Tourismo de Lincolntowne." He protected me, kept me safe from the likes of the ghosts of Pat Garrett, Bob Ollinger and J.W. Bell.
Experience 11:
Hubby and I witnessed this. I was at the Grave Site for Billy, and the air was charged with a thick, emotional grief and tension. As soon as I set foot near the grave, the tension relaxed, as if knowing that all would be fine. My former resting place is there too, in a distant corner of the cemetery, by a wall.
Experience 12:
Hubby and I were living with a Cousin of mine, that is close to Billy and I. All three of us, Hubby, Cousin, and myself were witnesses to this experience.
This began in the hallway of my Cousins' trailer house. My last lifetime name of "Abrana" was called about 6 times, with frequency, and an urgency that denoted great danger. It followed Cousin from the hallway, to the kitchen to te living room. I asked to have the lights turned on, as this startled me a bit at first. I asked Billy: "Dime, mi Amor? What is it? You know you can tell me anything." We were then beckoned outside by Billy, continuing to repeat my last lifetime name urgently and frequently, to the left, rear storage shed.
Billy: "Abrana, I need you, come closer." This was repeated several times, of which I obeyed. Me: "Dime, mi Amor? I am here. Mi esta Aqui." me: "Where are you? Cuesto cuesta es?" Billy then soothed my fragile nerves with this tender message: "everything is alright, go back to sleep. Buenos Noches mi Amor, Hasta Manana, I love you very much."
We then had to go to the service station to use the restroom, as my cousin's trailer house had plumbing that was not functioning properly. The vehicle started to then malfunction. I asked Billy to release the vehicle, and told him that we will return shortly and will continue our conversation then. The vehicle then released, and we were able to go to the Service Station. Upon our return, the next message came.
Billy: "Avenge my Death, Abrana." This was repeated twice.
We then followed Billy around to the right rear of the trailer, near some trees. We tried to determine what the messages meant. We concluded that it meant that there was something vital in New Mexico that Billy wants me to retrieve as soon as I am able to do this, that was hidden before his death, that only I know its exact location." Billy confirmed this, by knocking once for "yes." We then went inside, figuring the messages were over.
The conversation continued.
My Eldest Son by Billy stopped by to assure me that all that had occurred, was true and accurate to the best of our knowledge and to say "Buenos Noches, Mama."
Me: "Billito, come get some of the cake that I had baked, as I know that you love it so." Billy: "knocked once for "yes.""
By this time, Hubby went to bed. This had worn on him more than on Chris and I, who were energized by this.
The conversation now continued some more.
This time, we were guided non - verbally to the right rear of the trailer house.
Billy had appeared to Chris and I as he had appearred in life. Chris was now kept at a distance, as Billy's spirit beckoned me forward.
I felt Billy's arms surround me, as to hold me. I felt safe, warm, loved, protected, reassured. Billy: "Abrana, I love you." Me: "I love you as well mi Amor."
Chris and I walked away, as we watched Billy fade back into the Spirit World.
The next morning, the conversation continued.
Experience 13:
I wa talking to one of my Cousins at the home of another of my Cousins on the phone. I happened to comment on how Billy and I had both not heard from Billy's Brother Joseph in a long time, and I was a bit concerned as to this fact. I then heard these words: "Do not worry Abrana, Joe is doing fine." This was repeated twice.
We also ran an experiment with a piece of Chocolate Cake.
We had noticed that when we left the house, the cake slice was still there, and was out of reach of the Cats that were staying with us (my Cat Jukebox and my Cousin Erin's Cat Butterscotch), and that none of us had touched it. When we returned, it was gone!
The conversation continued at a local cafe that we had gone to for lunch that day.
Chris told me that Billy was trying to get my attention. I could not have possibly heard him over the din of the noise of the Cafe. I told Billy this: "No, mi Amor, wrong tiempo. Wrong placita. We do no wish anyone else to get wind de our Fondest Posession."
As soon as we returned home, the Tape Player on the Boom Box that we had left in the "Off" Position, had somehow turned itself into the "On" position Without our help! The room that this was in was locked up tight, so the Cats could not possibly tamper with that particular room.
The EVP that was recorded was this: "Do not worry Abrana, the Trunk is Safe, I have sent the Regulators to guard it."
We were shocked.
Experience Number 14: Chris had come by to show us something for a costume he was gathering pieces for. Billy made another appearance on the wall of my Cousin Erin's A/C Unit, from the lower Torso, up. This time it was non - verbal communication.
Billy continues his communications with me to this very day. We continue to remain close. Mostly non - verbal. But the feeling is the same; Mutual Love, caring, and protectiveness. When Hubby cannot be here to look after me, Billy does so on his behalf, as a means of helping.
This is the rest of it.
Isabella: You want the full reading? Me: Yep. for the Old West Period of time. Isabella: I don't do that. Me: oh. o.k. Isabella: alright Isabella: I'm gonna start with a species scan, this will bring up which species you've been in a past life. Me:o.k. Isabella: and from there I'll tell you what your original creation was. Me: o.k. Isabella: I'm bad with mortal names and people in history, so I might be able to see you as a bandit, or someone, but get their name, not likely. Me: o.k. Isabella: I will however, be able to hone in on your original name. Me: o.k. Isabella: so, let's start this already. Me: o.k. go for it! Isabella: What is your Element? Me: Water. Me: I am Cancer the Crab, Birth Sign in this life. Isabella: *nods* Isabella: Ever feel like this was not your proper element? Me: Yes. Isabella: which one do you identify with more? Me: Earth, and maybe Fire. Isabella: You. You're a fire sign. Isabella: The scan brings this up. Me: o.k. I thought so. Isabella: Human = 766 Western Lives = 168 and Salamander = 6 Salamanders are fire elementals, they are the essence of fire. that's what I see when I see you. You have a lot of fire in you. Your soul is the element of fire. An embodiment of such. Like fire with a mind of its own. There are many like that. Me: Yep, that is a family Trademark. We are mostly fire folks. Isabella: You've been only Human, no other kind species I can find. Me: Interesting! Isabella: but that's partly because those other species are blocked because you haven't awakened them yet. and you only believe in lives that exist on this realm. Me: Sometimes, I feel a bit of Horse in me. Free. Yep. Isabella: Sylph = 11 Undine = 2- Drow = 32 Me: What is that? Isabella: Original Creation = Salamander Sylphs are air creatures, Undines are water elementals, and Drows are like elves. Me: oh. o.k. understood. Salamander. Interesting; it seems that is why I am able to adapt to my situation. Isabella: Your first life you were a salamander. You lived in a volcano. Me: hmmm. interesting. Isabella: Salamanders generally live in fire. Very hot places. Isabella: Tell me, where are you from? Me: . (at the time, that is where I lived when I was read), Natively from Los Angeles, CA. Isabella: Arizona and California, see? Hot places. Me: Yep, Very Hot Places. I like the heat. Isabella: *nods* Isabella: In that life, you were very philosophical. You had no purpose. You were new. So the eternal questions "what is life?" "Why am I here?" "what am I?" "What is my purpose?" all stayed on your mind for that entire life. Me: still is on my mind. Isabella: *nods* You decided that mischief is what you were there for. You set a lot of things on fire. Me: sounds like me. Isabella: Let me guess, you've had more than one Kitchen Fire? Me: I've had a blustery and fiery life this life too. No, just a lot of heated, rough times. Isabella: *nods* The Gods decided that a body would be better for you. So they tried an air being to counteract you. Me: o.k. That explains my blusteryness. Isabella: The air beings you became all...turned out to set things on fire anyways. Me: Yep! Isabella: The water being you became afterwards... set the water on fire. The elf you became was in a forest. Me: Yep. I tend to do that. o.k. Isabella: Forest fires. I don't know who thought of that one. I guess they thought you wouldn't awaken. Me: I see, helping Mama Nature take care of Housekeeping I see. Isabella: Then they tried Human Bodies, and less things blew up. Me: o.k. Isabella: You were in the west quite a bit in fact. A little hell raiser, setting buildings on fire, you basically created arson in the west. Me: Yikes! I'm not that way now. Just went through a lot of rough times. Isabella: Flaming Arrows, that was your specialty in the beginning of humanity and wars and all that. Me: I see. Isabella: Basically, when it came to war, any weapon that you could set on fire and throw, was your specialty. You weren't always women too. I can see you being a general of an army in Egypt, and once again in scotland later on. You sometimes dressed up as a man to run an army. You were basically in all the famous wars in history. Me: I am a Gun Toter now, and LOVE Black Powder, or as we call it, "Holy Black!" Smoke and Fire! Wow! Cool! So that explains that! Isabella: As a woman in the west, you always grew up but around your 9th or 10th birthday, you'd fall into mischief and become a pistol. Guys hurting you, after you, hating you, and you became a tom boy most of the time. Me: Yep. That is me, now! Isabella: Then, you would find a boy who could keep up withy you, and you'd be with him, his partner in crime, that sort of thing. Me: Yep! That sounds like me! Isabella: you knew all the greats. Me: Yep. Still do! Isabella: Billy, Jesse Me: Ah! Thought so! Isabella: You Married Billy. Me: Billy and I are Very Close, same with Jesse and I! We are Cousins in this life! I did? I was the famed Abrana Garcia, then! Yeehaw! Isabella: In that life Me: Yes! ( I will abbreviate the reading from here to give what is relevant to this). Me: So, I run with the Outlaw Crowd even now! I'm a whole lot more tame in this life, though. Isabella: Yeah. Seems you settled down eventually. Me: Yep. So ALL of this explains why I am handy with a Firearm to this day. Isabella: Yeah. Me: I explore the Western Life exclusively, even Rodeo. Isabella: It's in your blood, Along with the fire. Me: It is that, I thought so! Isabella: so, yeah. Me: Definitely! It covered exactly what I needed to know! You hit Dead on!
d.) This one was at a Cousin's home. (I will abbreviate to keep this to what I feel is relevant).
They had commented that "the book I am in fact writing (Notes Stage), should happen, but not for another 3 to 4 years."
"Tillie"is my Past - Life Daughter 0 In - Law's Sister, Eldest Daughter of Ygenio Salazar y Garcia. She is my Eldest Son Pat's (Past life with Billy the Kid), Wife, Tilie is my Spirit Guide now.
I was also told that my protector is Michael, the Archangel, who works closely with the Family's Patron Saint, Martin, for whom many Garcia Family Members are named.
I am told also that Tillie and I knew eachother then and know eachother well enough to this day. She knows about our Past Life Connection, and about my Past Life now and to this point. She also knows that I was indeed Abrana Segura Garcia - Bonney, and that I was Wife of Billy the Kid. That I bore Billy 4 Children, Nabora, Patrocinio, Antonio, and Pedro.
They then as well, proceeded to tell me more about the book that I am to write and completew, that "it will be my salvation." I was also informed that "my Ancestors and Loved Ones surround me and support me in my efforts with my Research, Education, and Genealogical Studies."
There is more to this story than just this, which I will post after this.
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